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2009-08-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

- 2009년 08월 12일 / -

Alright.. so i'm officially an adult right now. I can officially get married without parents consent.. and i will have a part in deciding singapore's future. I'm not going to mention watching R21 shows cause that's a 'been there, done that' issue.

A couple of my 'mad' friends who called me up to wish me a happy birthday asked why didn't i organise a party. Its not a "i want to but can't" thing...

i just find it superfical.

I'm not trying to put people down.. because millions have probably celebrated their 21st birthday in style. Everyone is subjected to their own views and opinions. To me, having a party would be a waste if you're going to invite a few people, so usually we call a whole big bunch of people. Others would find this particularly easy because they have a huge bunch of friends, *cough cough*.

I have thought about it, if i were to have a party, that would mean inviting primary,sec,poly,uni friends. And thats what i hate, because these people would choose to hang out in their own respective groups, who wouldn't? Even i would. And when that happens, you can't really call it a party because they aren't exactly mixing around and thats not something we can blame. And as a host, i would go "ok.. which group shall i entertain now".. someone's bound to get left out. Big NO NO.

Another thing i wouldn't want is "you invited me especially on your birthday because you want presents right" .. To me it feels fake to call out someone that you haven't met in a long time to your birthday party because i wouldn't want them to feel that way.

Of course.. i wouldn't mind attending birthday parties, because then, i would just be an ordinary guest with no strings attached, just go there.. hang around with people i know.

People would probably think i'm a negative person, i won't 100% say i'm not.. i might be to some extent, but i've observed such situation before and i wouldn't want to host such a party.

Honestly, i didn't expect much to wish me happy birthday.... so i'm thankful to those who have gave me their birthday wishes and i'm sorry that i decided not to have a party.. not like it really matters right? *ha ha*

I guess i have to live with my cold and scary personality that people think i have?

Happy Birthday to myself!

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2009-07-06T18:15:00.006+08:00

- 2009년 07월 06일 / -

I'm in a better mood after a great dream i had a few nights ago.

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2009-07-04T22:32:00.003+08:00

- 2009년 07월 04일 / -

i wonder what i'm living for, how i should live my life, and what i should do with my life.

I'm tired of putting on a fake smile.

I'm obviously unhappy.

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2009-07-02T23:56:00.002+08:00

- 2009년 07월 02일 / -

i want to be left alone for awhile.

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2009-06-28T00:36:00.007+08:00

- 2009년 06월 28일 / -

Do not deprive me of the holiday you promised!

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2009-06-27T21:54:00.001+08:00

- 2009년 06월 27일 / -

C-H-A-N-G-E-D

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2009-06-19T22:03:00.001+08:00

- 2009년 06월 19일 / -

i need a new blogskin

but i'm too lazy to go make one..

serious lack of inspiration...

thats awesome.

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2009-06-06T15:16:00.002+08:00

- 2009년 06월 06일 / -

PERSONALITY TEST TIME

Your type is: ISFP (Introversion, Sensing, Feeling, Perception)

ISFP - "Artist". Interested in the fine arts. Expression primarily through action or art form. The senses are keener than in other types. 8.8% of total population.
Take Free Myers-Briggs Personality Test

Careers for ISFP Personality Types

Whether you're a young adult trying to find your place in the world, or a not-so-young adult trying to find out if you're moving along the right path, it's important to understand yourself and the personality traits which will impact your likeliness to succeed or fail at various careers. It's equally important to understand what is really important to you. When armed with an understanding of your strengths and weaknesses, and an awareness of what you truly value, you are in an excellent position to pick a career which you will find rewarding.

ISFPs generally have the following traits:

Keen awareness of their environment
Live in the present moment
Enjoy a slower pace - they like to take time to savor the present moment
Dislike dealing with theory or abstract thought, unless they see a practical application
Faithful and loyal to people and ideas which are important to them
Individualistic, having no desire to lead or follow
Take things seriously, although they frequently appear not to
Special bond with children and animals
Quiet and reserved, except with people they know extremely well
Trusting, sensitive, and kind
Service-oriented; they're driven to help others
Extremely well-developed appreciation for aesthetic beauty
Likely to be original and unconventional
Learn best with hands-on training
Hate being confined to strict schedules and regimens
Need space and freedom to do things their own way
Dislike mundane, routine tasks, but will perform them if necessary
The ISFP is a very special individual who needs to have a career which is more than a job. The middle of the road is not likely to be a place where they will be fulfilled and happy. They need to have a career which is consistent with their strong core of inner values. Since they prefer to live in the current moment, and take the time to savor it, they do not do well with some of the more fast-paced corporate environments. They need a great deal of space and freedom if they are going to function in their natural realm of acute sensory awareness. If they give free reign to their natural abilities, they may find a wonderful artist within themselves. Almost every major artist in the world has been an ISFP. Since the ISFP is so acutely aware of people's feelings and reactions, and is driven by their inner values to help people, the ISFP is also a natural counselor and teacher.

The following list of professions is built on our impressions of careers which would be especially suitable for an ISFP. It is meant to be a starting place, rather than an exhaustive list. There are no guarantees that any or all of the careers listed here would be appropriate for you, or that your best career match is among those listed.

Possible Career Paths for the ISFP:

Artist
Musician / Composer
Designer
Child Care / Early Childhood Development
Social Worker / Counselor
Teacher
Psychologist
Veterinarian
Forest Ranger
Pediatrician

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I have no desire to be lead or to follow others.... how true.....

This myer briggs thing sounds awfully familiar.. i thnk i studied it in management.. argh... get out of my head!!!!!!!!!!

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2009-05-28T16:36:00.005+08:00

- 2009년 05월 28일 / -

I never believe that i should live my life in someway because someone told me to.

I don't care if that self centered obnoxious fella is watching what i'm doing and bring it up in an arguement with you. Even if i did live the way you want me to, its not going to change that person. that person is probably happy cause that person can just sit back relax and other people's doing to work.

I have helped out .. i have contributed.. but it doesn't change anything. All i ever get from helping out was someone telling me that it never happened, that i've never contributed.

Yeah.. all i've ever been was someone who people who take out their anger or shit on, Even when i'm sick , people still take out their anger on you because they are in a bad mood, and when you're threatened in an arguement you think banging things will scare people. I can throw things, I can bang things, but i choose not to. I'm not going to become someone like you.

In kindergarden people didn't want to play with me - fine. In primary school people mysteriously turned cold on me one day - fine, people chased me around every recess time - fine. In secondary school people make use of me-fine, people two-timed me- fine, people betrayed the friendship - fine.. and later on people make use of me so that could hang out with people they liked - fine, people make use of me because they are bored on a saturday night- fine, people need money they come find me - fine.

People dont' notice me fine.. i don't care.. its because of the shit that i've experience thats why i'm living my life like that now. I'm not perfect either.. i know sometimes my mood take the better of me,but i'm not perfect, i have flaws just like everyone else. I don't make use of people, i don't focus on people's negative act. Even if people betrayed me i'm still willing to be friends, not best friends but normal people who i'm willing to say HI to if we see each other.
If i don't like someone, i'll just ignore them.. so what..? its not like everyone likes me either.

I'm not going to clean my room just because someone is watching me. Does it mean if that person doesn't want to stop smoking you want me to start smoking and force myself to quit to show that person that it can be done? Or i have to force my myself to work because someone is watching? You asked me to think positively in what you said, but all you ever did was focus on my negative points.

Thanks alot for that. Thanks alot for people treating me like shit. I really appreciate that. whatever

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2009-04-27T01:41:00.004+08:00

- 2009년 04월 27일 / -

1:41am

and yes.. i'm studying (or at least trying very hard to)~~ at home though.

i guess the countdown to 7th may begins...

i'm slacking too much....

wonder how long more can i handle this .....

i'm even getting confused or stressed about - thinking what i should study first. ARGH!

gosh..this post is too dorky!

ignore me! =)

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2009-04-26T01:42:00.002+08:00

- 2009년 04월 26일 / 목 -

1:42am... and i'm still out at mac studying...

thinking about supper now.....

or is it breakfast??

oh... its 1:50am already

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2009-04-11T15:53:00.002+08:00

- 2009년 04월 11일 / 토 -

'Bernadine's Guide To Studying; Vol 1'

1. Keep Stuffed Toys away from you, as far as possible.

2. Scatter your study books near you, as close as possible.

3. Try not to switch on your computers.

4. Even if you did, try not to look at it too often.

5. Never think its enough to do just 3 sums a day.

6. I said stop looking at the screen!!!!!!!!!

7. Ok... time to kick your stuff toys out of the room.

8. Also throw away all fluffy items.

9. Study with smart people - once you feel stupid, you'll start studying

10. Just go study now!

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2009-04-03T11:06:00.001+08:00

- 2009년 04월 03일 / 목 -

staying alive.....

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2009-03-19T22:25:00.002+08:00

- 2009년 02월 19일 / 목 -

i should have blogged the day my prelims ended.. or rather i wanted to.. but i never got round to doing it.. my mum said i was crazier than ever the day after exams ended... guess that explains everything....

OR NOT......... laziness is a tough habit to kick...

and here i am.. one week later... and my short (very very short) break is ending today...never looked forward to school.. nor the long revision sessions...

spent my days watching ghost whisperer in the wee hours of the morning.. (not advisable....)finally caught up on all the episodes i've missed...

alot of things i wanna get.. need money.. and i need my driving license soon...

i did manage to get my dream phone a month back... *claps hands*

stay tuned to see whats going to be on my collection list soon~~

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2009-02-14T02:25:00.004+08:00

- 2009년 02월 14일 / 토 -

certain situations are unavoidable....

but

I'll live well....

이제부터 잘 살아요...나

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2009-02-11T00:57:00.002+08:00

- 2009년 02월 11일 / 수 -

probably numb-ed my fat ass watching this... but definitely worth it.

Brad Pitt is still as hot and yummy as ever despite his age (of course his real age)

something great happened at the cinema.. someone must have been happy~~~

*haha*

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2009-02-03T17:24:00.003+08:00

- 2009년 02월 03일 / 수 -

The countdown begins

till the dreaded .....

i hate studying

but i guess it beats finding a job now in this dreaded economy...

I need my blueberries now!!

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2009-01-21T00:23:00.002+08:00

- 2009년 01월 21일 / 수 -

my neck.. oh my neck...

are you giving way???

only ~~time~~ the x-ray will tell....

yawn.... aimlessly living my life...

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2009-01-15T23:28:00.002+08:00

- 2009년 01월 15일 / 목 -

2009

Brand New Year... Brand New Start.........

thank goodness i'm not graduating this year.. *haha*

cheers to another boring year of studying my pants off... *woooHoooooo*

yeah right...

2009년도 최선을 다할 것입니다. 화이팅!!이요~ ^^

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2008-12-27T01:10:00.003+08:00

- 2008년 12월 27일 / 토 -

Alittle late but....

Merry Christmas~♡

and cheers to a roaring new year!!! =)

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2008-11-07T21:52:00.004+08:00

- 2008년 11월 7일 / 금 -

The whole week was shit.... except tuesday. *haha*

WHY???

yes.. i went crazy..... that night was a blast... at least something to keep me happy.. from all the headaches and shit in school.. the rest of the week was just dazing in school and coughing non stop. =(

and i got to see jinnie up close... *LOL* now if only i got to see andy upclose.. oh well...

no other pictures from the concert.... *hehe* i was more contented spazzing then taking photos... even if i did.. my camera didn't love me that much. =(

And oh.. i might be on korean tv....*HAHAHA*

앤디짱!!!

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2008-11-01T00:51:00.001+08:00

- 2008년 11월 1일 / 토 -

An Empty Heart, Mind & Soul

cocktails and margaritas don't help.

it'll be better .. i believe...

나 할수었어 !! 아자아자 화이팅!

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2008-10-18T21:13:00.002+08:00

- 2008년 10월 18일 / 토 -

First Korean Pop Night In Singapore!!

WOOTS!

Tickets are not for sale. But i'm going... cause i've already gotten mine!!!! Don't ask me how i got my tickets.. lol...(only feli knows) just know that i'm going! =)

Anyway.... finally a saturday without any lessons......... *Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

Don't ask me about my test!!!! just know i've already gotten my econs results back and.. i'm not talking about it.. we performed exactly how our teacher expected us to. Just know that. *haha*

I'm gonna keep myself counting down to the concert.... Weeeeee!!

앤디야~~ 기다릴게 !

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2008-10-12T01:00:00.002+08:00

- 2008년 10월 12일 / 토 -

NO.. You're eyes are not playing tricks on you....

I AM STUDYING!!!!! THOSE ARE MY NOTES!!

Feli will probably 'GASP' after seeing this...

but yea.. this is pretty much my life these days...

and it doesn't help if you've got a bad sore throat..

and tests the next day onwards.. *SIGH*

CONGRATS TO GETTING MYSELF INTO THIS SHIT....

*throws confetti*

Yea right.

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2008-09-17T23:47:00.002+08:00

- 2008년 09월 17일 / 수 -

what difference does it make............??

- random -

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2008-09-11T22:47:00.002+08:00

- 2008년 09월 11일 / 목 -

Stupid: lacking or marked by lack of intellectual acuity.

Normally when you start thinking you're stupid..

you probably are....

.......

.........

I MUST BE STUPID THEN...

Sigh..............

Have a great friday everyone....

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2008-09-10T22:59:00.003+08:00

- 2008년 09월 10일 / 수 -

If i could ask god something....

I would ask him why did he have to create pimples?

Individuality? Karma?

So does it mean that my face is producing more sebaceous glands which blocks my pores and harbours various bacteria including the species Propionibacterium acnes??

Or is it just plain stress?

Is that why my pimple breakouts tend to happen when i am going to start school and just follow through the school term?

What nonsense... i think i need sleep~

No more econs or business management crap.

=(

Tomorrow's September the 11th......

we'll all remember....................

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2008-09-07T23:23:00.004+08:00

- 2008년 09월 07일 / 일 -

This is how someone would feel when they have 7 essays, 10 econs questions and ~~4 POA questions~~ to do over the weekend and still haven't completed them.

I probably understand why my brother's gf transfered to another school. Tutorials seem intimidating cause they ask you lots of questions. I even got asked why i was frowning during the lesson. And we got called chicken backside because he thought we were chattering away when we actually were trying to figure out what he was writing on the board. Oh.. and not forgetting the @_@ timetable i have. i guess i just don't have luck when it comes to school.

Oh well....!!

FELI.. KENNY~~ REMEMBER THESE???

miss those times we studied together at the airport.. taking all these napkins from popeyes and writing encouraging stuff........... All of us at the library booking those rooms using our "sure-kill" method and ~~crapping~~ studying.

I miss eu guys~~ feli - kenny - gladys - eve - ivy - tiMoMo - yk - the rest *haha*

For now i shall just continue my retard antics with the above: meemo, xiao long bao and achoo... there's a story behind their names... and only "we" will know. *haha*

thanks for meemo!!

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2008-08-31T01:05:00.004+08:00

- 2008년 08월 31일 / 일 -

i wanna run away from everything

All i want now is...

Sleep

Videos

More sleep

Feli...

Kenny...

JBS....

A nice good brain....

And more sleep again....

- Don't ask me about school =( -

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2008-08-23T02:06:00.005+08:00

- 2008년 08월 23일 / 토 -

THANK GOD THE WEEK HAS ENDED!!!!

i know people commonly say TGIF. but i'm not common.. i'm special , i'm unique.. i'm an individual on my own.. so i prefer to be special. *haha*

Its the weekend!!!!!!! WEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ after a long week.....suddenly life its back to the same old boring routine that you have to stick to everyday....hmmm~~

I won't go into details about school at all.. *lol*.... i rarely mention school unless something screws up... so yeah.. i'm supposed to be doing fine.. so dont' worry about me! =0!!!!!!!!!!

the only thing you guys... might wanna worry about me.. is this.........

MY ~~ROTTEN~~ ACHING STIFF NECK... that has been causing me lousy nights for the past few weeks. SALON PAS isn't working at the moment... and its kinda scary to hear all the cracking sound each time i twist and turn my neck to soothen the stiffness. I guess this is what i get when i turn 20? *LOL* Any good SINSEH's please recommend. =)

OH!OH!! (hehehe) check this out yo yo yo~~~~~~~~

My super cool trendy sexy hot pink slippers that i just got to wear at home. And its furry!!!!!!!!!!!! feels like i'm wearing some kabu on me. except its pink..whoppeee!!

Oh yes.. and before i forgot.. the 4 edits i had to do for feli

EDIT 1:

I miss feli more than yesterday.

EDIT 2:

Yesterday i missed feli more than the day before~~~

EDIT 3:

The day before, i missed feli more than that day's yesterday.

EDIT 4:

AH~~ I LOVE MYSELF SO MUCH!!! *LOL*

Bye feli~~~~~~~ LOL!! ^^

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2008-08-14T23:52:00.007+08:00

- 2008년 08월 14일 / 목 -

ITS BEEN AWHILE FOLKS!!!!! Unfortunately..sch orientations and what so ever preparatory lessons have started recently so i have been kept busy the past few days..

But that will not stop me from celebrating my birthday with my bestie's before the school hell begins.. *haha* Thanks to each and everyone of those who wished me happy birthday! You guys will be loved slightly more this year. *haha*

Because of the time constraints.. need to sleep soon.. i shall just post some preview for now till i do an actual post on that day!~~ That day was extremely fun and it would have been more fool proof if jiahui wasn't so weak at acting. I loved the dinner and the pressie darlings~~~~

i look cool right? *HAHAHA* i told feli i look cool.. she brushed me off.. *haha*

Moving On.. fast forward time to today. You know.. school's actually starting and i had some econs prep. lesson today.. so i was feeling alittle blue that my holiday is officially coming to an end.. then in the evening.. i received something all the way from koala and kangaroo land...

BEHOLD~~~~~~~~~

very cute right?? *haha* TOh mama was jealous about the mail i received from koala land but i refused to show it to her... Don't ask me what the contents of the card are.. its a secret..

But the content inside definitely made me smile. Even Toh mama said "are you that happy????" But of course..stupid question.. *hehe*

Thanks so much felitong for the card.. its even more touching cause it took you super long just to find the post office.. and you didn't get lost while finding.. BRAVO!! *haha* I'll be counting down till November when you come back.. so take care till then... DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH!

Anyway.. i'm suppose to do 4 edits of this post just for feli.. but since my agent - felitong is away sleeping.. i'll leave the edits till tomorrow.

Sigh.. now its getting depressing thinking that i have orientation at 8.30am in the morning tomorrow for the whole day... *sigh*

I'm probably the only soul in singapore that isn't excited about a new start in school

WISH ME LUCK!!!

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2008-07-30T18:11:00.000+08:00

- 2008년 07월 30일 / 수 -

I found ken ken's theme song on youtube! YAY!

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2008-07-23T02:48:00.005+08:00

- 2008년 07월 23일 / 수 -

I MISS FELI - ALOT!

Preview of our adventures Overnight @ Changi Airport. *LOL*

"A"!!!!

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2008-07-10T03:19:00.000+08:00

- 2008년 07월 10일 / 목 -

Now how cute it that.... AwWwW~~~~~

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2008-07-07T18:23:00.005+08:00

- 2008년 07월 07일 / 월 -

For the sake of that stalker fan...who's always so interested in my life... tsk. my life isn't that great.... just like yours is boring..so is mine.. just outings here and there.... i'm sure you guys don't wanna see my self-cam pics all the time right???

so until my life gets back to normal.. when i get back some colorful life.... till then... just keep....surfing around...and around and around..until POP.. i have an interesting post~~~

*snigger* *snigger* *snigger*

BTW.. i ♡ KOREAN REALITY TV ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 뽀뽀!!

「앤디♡솔바 」 천생연분~ ♡

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2008-07-03T02:10:00.002+08:00

- 2008년 07월 03일 / 목 -

너무좋아해... 고마워~ ♡

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2008-06-19T00:56:00.005+08:00

- 2008년 06월 19일 / 목 -

HK SNEAK PREVIEW PART 2 ~~~~

OK..that pretty much sums up DAY 1 in Hong Kong~~~

BTW... i don't want to think much about what i found in my spagehtti @ coffee bean yesterday~~~

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2008-06-18T03:55:00.007+08:00

- 2008년 06월 18일 / 수 -

IN CASE YOU GUYS WERE WONDERING WHERE THE HELL I'VE DISAPPEARED TO~~~ worry no more.. i just hopped on the plane to Hong Kong for a few days... then back to sunny island Singapore again. I'm still alive~ this isn't kabu or neulbo or pinky...its me yo~!!

Some Steak Previews for my ONE Stalker Fan and for the rest if you are ever interested.

STOP STARING AT MY FACE!! ^^ LOL~ I ♥ YOU GUYS~~

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2008-05-28T17:26:00.002+08:00

- 2008년 05월 28일 / 수 -

Alot of things have happened.. won't say i'm busy.. but i've been made to do lots of thinking these days... i hate being a dragon baby. every next step is always a hurdle... and its not like i'm lousy now... i think i did quite well... oh well.. lady luck isn't on me.

Anyways Anyways....... i've already graduated from Nanyang Poly~ woots.... ironic how you wished to get out of that school but when you're finally free you feel alittle sad.. i guess this is what happens when you grow old. lol

In case you guys are wondering how toot i looked in my grad gown.. scroll further.
PS: i wasn't in a good condition that day.. i didn't sleep at all.. been having sleepless nights that week. i realised i didn't manage to take pictures with everyone i knew.. i was all around the place.. and mostly with my group of peers. sorry to all those peeps. =(

OK...stop staring....

anyway anyway.. for now.. i'm just gonna enjoy whatever i have now.. videos.. hanging out.. whatever.

END!

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2008-05-10T16:44:00.006+08:00

- 2008년 05월 10일 / 토 -

I can't help it.. i love coffee bean too much.... jiahui better love me! eventhough i hate last min appointments.. i always make it for yours! *haha* someone was not free to come down. *tsk* we're still number one ok! don't forget you have already taken up 1/4 of my life!

btw... the thunderstorm in the wee hours this morning wasn't fun at all!

PS: happy 20th birthday to marcus

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2008-04-28T19:06:00.002+08:00

- 2008년 04월 28일 / 월 -

are you sure the weather's only 32 degrees and slighty cloudy!!!!!!!!! It was bright yellow and freaking hot today! I almost died even at home!

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2008-04-27T22:04:00.001+08:00

- 2008년 04월 27일 / 쿼 -

This is why i love korean variety shows. =) 4 predetermined (as in participants don't choose who their partner is, but the pairings are set up by the PD) The participants try to portray themselves as a real life (married) couple.

We Got Married ep. 7 - Shinhwa cut (eng subbed)

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2008-04-24T19:12:00.004+08:00

- 2008년 04월 24일 / 목 -

Due to the *ahem**ahem**Cough**Cough* increasing request from my ~~fans~~ to update.... HERE I AM! but why are you guys so interested? I thought my life was far more boring than you all?????? If you don't want to see my face... then refrain from scrolling further~~~~~~

I haven't been up to much.. just alittle adventures here and there once in awhile. Don't ask me anything about "working" for i have none to share. =)

to eve's question: I've temporary retired from cooking! *haha* not because i'm lazy. but there isn't any chance for me to do so. My meals are all homecooked food right now.. by..someone....with weird hair.. cute face...cute personality... but alot older than me... and that i love so much - LOL

I've been too generous lately... right jh??

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2008-04-18T22:31:00.002+08:00

- 2008년 04월 18일 / 금 -

You'll know you're asua-ku if you get excited from a trip to T3! *LOL*

I know i'm ONE! =)

BLEAK

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2008-04-17T23:15:00.002+08:00

- 2008년 04월 17일 / 목 -

제아들의입니다!!!!

너무 귀여워요!!!!

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2008-04-15T23:30:00.002+08:00

- 2008년 04월 15일 / 화 -

Feli and i were very dumb today. I shan't go into details.

She has to love me. cause i made a detour twice specially for her.

I'm having a flu now.. great!

I HOPE I GET ACCEPTED TO SMU.

random thoughts.. random hopes. damn that bloody interview~

SIGH~

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2008-04-12T21:25:00.006+08:00

- 2008년 04월 12일 / 토 -

If you are someone by the name of the following - Felicia, Felitong, Feli, weird alien, 肥里虾 or someone close to these, please do no scroll further. *grins*

Its 떡볶이 (Dukbokki) in the house yo~~~~~~~~~~~~ Made by the ever wonderful - ME ! =) *haha*

I hope feli didn't see this! LAUGH OUT LOUD! =) =)

AH~~~~~~ Its been a long week!

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2008-04-05T22:44:00.008+08:00

- 2008년 04월 05일 / 토 -

STILL ALIVE

Not kidnapped by the martians or aliens.

Not dead nor murdered by some monkey.

I've just been lazy. Old computer was spoiling. only could be used 1 time a day therefore not seen regularly online blah blah blah......

but its different now, i have a new baby with me. a new almighty baby. but it might not change the fact that i'm still lazy. =)

Nothing much happen, its just been uni applications... interview.. slacking.. cooking.. going out... sleeping.. eating..... and having fun.

More eye candy ~~~ videoing..... listening.. watching.. drooling..

Just the same process! =) =)

Sigh~~~~~~~~~

HAPPY FELI?? *haha* Stop flooding my tag board. Stop stalking me ~~~~~~ (yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa) =P

Anyway... 오빠~ Most Viewed 감사합니다!!!!!!!!!

Thanks for making my acct. video one of the most viewed... though the days to my account being suspended are numbered. *hah*s

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2008-02-29T02:24:00.007+08:00

- 2008년 02월 29일 / 금 -

Yo people!!! I'M BACK! I'm still alive!!! *haha*

It seems like everyone isn't off to get jobs yet... or so i thought? I guess everyone pretty much want to rest~play~and have fun first...

I've been busy.. but it seems like those days will be over soon???? WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! then its off to play.....shopping and eating......WOOTS..

Eventhough i was busy, i still managed to squeeze some fun into my schedule. Finally watched shows like 27 Dresses and Meet the spartans...Super Bad.. Heartbreaker... I really wanna catch <> Saw alittle of it already.. i should continue watching...And in case you were wondering what else i was doing.. continue reading~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

These flowers were for my mum in a basket.. so i took them out of the stupid sponge they were attached to then arranged it into this vase. Abit lame.. but i wanted to pass time... kinda fun actually. worked my brains abit. kept me from going senile.

I finally got to purchase real homemade kimchi... there's this korean supermarket at my grandma's place. So after popping by my grandma's place to visit my "TOFFEE" i popped by. Other than this i bought some dried seaweed and those kinda pots to cook ramen..those you see in korean shows. I'M NOT AN AJUMA!!! *LOL* LOOK at its redness! The taste is soo good!! THIS IS THE REAL THANG YO~~~~~~~

And.. i finally got to make a bento set for my mama today!!!!!! WOOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!! Also made that for my lunch.. Anyway.. i love making my mama happy! LOL...!! I wanna make seaweed soup next!

I went crazy when i saw the big packet of this sweet the other day.. Without knowing its price beforehand i just took it to the counter and bought it.. Weeeee... but dang..it brings back memories of me studying for my last sem exam!!!!!!!!!!! =(

Anyway... i'm a happy person today. My worries were put off today with good news. So thank goodness! I got to make my long awaited bento .... And i managed to stream KBS 2 today! WEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm a happy girl!

What do you guys think of the crap i've been doing lately???

Ok..its not important~~~~~~~~ =P =P =P

I MISS MAMA!

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2008-02-23T23:59:00.005+08:00

- 2008년 02월 23일 / 토 -

In case you guys were wondering the missed calls not answered.. some smses not replied.. sudden disappearance on msn.

NOPE.. i'm not dead..this isn't bernadine's ghost nor kabu speaking. ITS ME YO!

I've just been pre-occupied with some stuff everyday. Today's the only day that i'm stuck at home.. been running around the past few days.

therefore... my future is pretty uncertain for now. *LOL*

Anyway, i hope that i can sit back and relax soon. do some proper video-ing. Have enough sleep...crap with kabu... hang out with friends. i want cycling.. i want bbq.. i want shopping.. i need retail therapy.

I LOVE MYSELF! =)

and i love mummy! =) =) =)

ps: i so love the view from my window at night. WOOAH!

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2008-02-19T03:42:00.002+08:00

- 2008년 02월 20일 / 화 -

I'M BACK Y'ALL!

Anyway, school's out for me. Thats it. Thats my 3 years in NYP. Its over. Gone - KAPOOF - Adios - Ciao - Yalakabee - Sayonara - Annyoung. Gone forever. And no, i won't repeat. I don't think NYP wants to retain me either.. they better not.. after making me study like shit after CNY and on Valentine's day. So i'm gonna say, BYE NYP!

Anyway i'm kept busy with some stuff... at least for this week. bah. didn't wish for it... but anyway.. i'm sure god will help me! =)

University applications on the way. Busy with applications as well. Just like the NUS application i've just sent in -> though i know NUS is abit out of my league. No.. i'm out of its league. but hack it.. i shall just try. (waste my 10 bucks)

Hmmm.. going to miss everyone.. though i mentioned i broke my friendship with them on the last day. ESP SOMEONE. *HAHA*

Going to miss the pleasure of disturbing / irritating feli. I won't call it bullying. because its not. and also as she mentioned, our crap session on the way to sch from yck mrt. Though our intelligence level is different (HAHA) i still love you...! *shy* helped me in alot of things.. definitely made me happy.. cause i could disturb you everyday. *hehe*

Going to miss doing retarded stuff with ken2! She's always the one instigating me to do retarded stuff, in the end i appear even more retarded than her.. i'm sure she's pleased with that. I can't study with her too ( =P ).. she distracts me. Everytime i'm around her, i always have the urge to blabber and do nonsensical stuff. *haha* But i still love you.... i had lots of fun with you.

Yk.. gladys.. all the projecting together... talking crap..making ~~failed~~ choco... crapping at yk's house.... gladys sometime retarded acts and face.. basically all the rubbish. =P

rest of the gang... timOmO..rj...juice... and so on. Spend 2 months in beijing sitting next to each other everyday in the lab with timOmO.. The 2 times you made me cry with your head-butt and not to mention the balaku that came with it! *grrrh*. but anyway.. it was fun.. cause i could bully you as well. *haha* The times our whole group.. all 8 ++ of us used to hang out often in year 1.... playing dai dee anywhere and everywhere... hanging out at yk's place... all the arcade sessions.

Eve.. ivy..yvonne.. all the teasing of eve for wearing sexy clothing..her guidance during exam period and projects.. her random sa-jiao acts. Ivy.. sharing the same room with her for 2 months in bejing.. the daily before sleep chats... got to know her alot more.. she's actually someone lame. Yvonne.. all her random cute acts. the way she eats her food.. get excited over alot of things.

and the most memorable 2 month Bejing trip. all the fun over there. the late night sessions watching dvds and movies. The catching we played in the school compound when all their students were away. The frequent outings to Xidan and Wang fu jing. The XIDAN SOTONG. the badminton and basketball sessions. The not so likable illnesses. The knocking on feli and kenken's door every morning to borrow the iron. the daily CS or tower defence game sessions. The peking duck, tie ban toufu. It was just pure fun everyday. definitely didn't regret.

But thats it.. it all ended on the 15th of Feb 2008.

BAH.. time passes too quickly. 2007 whizzed by too fast.. i didn't have time to appreciate..

Anyway.. i shall go on with my busy week..

FOR THE REST. ENJOY!

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2008-01-24T23:18:00.000+08:00

- 2008년 01월 24일 / 목 -

Ok.. my days at NYP are coming to an end. Its an irony how we always hoped for something to end but then wished it wouldn't end when the time is coming.

Been busy the past few weeks thus the lack of updates. Slowly projects are finished and now left with one irritating FWY project and all the nek nek CTs,exams and presentations. *bah*

Can't i be a student forever?

i need sleep! lots of it.

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2008-01-01T23:11:00.000+08:00

- 2008년 01월 01일 / 화 -

FIRST POST OF YEAR 2008

I thought i should post on this "memorable" day. The start of a brand new year. Usually New Year's are happy. But not really to me. Sch starts again tomorrow. And in other 1 and a half more months i'll officially be saying bye bye to NYP. Another phrase of my life is ending. Don't anticipate working. Hopefully i'll be able to enter Local Uni. But chances are ~~~~~~~~~~~ . even with my gpa. *sigh* Tons of projects still unsettled. bah. What a new year!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!

I had to force a smile. WHY? cause i had to countdown alone at home. Abandoned by evil parents and evil brother!

New Year's Eve dinner was alone as well. Thanks to some unwanted last min notifications from my dear parents, i was left stranded with no one and no plans for new year's eve.

I tried to make myself happy!

I didn't want to face nothing while having my dinner at 10 plus.. so i pulled kabu to the table. He tired to steal my chivas!

AT LEAST I HAD SOMETHING TO LOOK AT.

And then i had to wash dishes alone.. on a new year's eve. *booooo*

Imagine i had to force a smile if not it'll spoil the picture. when deep down inside i was kinda lonely. *haha* Couldn't sleep last night. was thinking of too many things. Again, i think my new year's depression is coming.

And i'm spending my final hour of my OFFICAL last school break rushing a report.

SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~

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2007-12-31T23:36:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 12월 31일 / 월 -

31 December 2007

My final entry of the year. Also my second last day of my final ever school break in my life. (if i don't go to Uni - i most prob would! *haha*) I thought i might as well round up the year, here.. since i'm spending my new year's eve alone. right now. Maybe i'll countdown with the lizards and ka zua's later. =)

2007 has been a great year - except our IAP period *haha*. Can't believe my final year in the poly is finally coming to an end. It could be the final school term for me. (i hope not)

The year started wtih my having to prepare whatever projects and exams for year 2 final exams. Then it was fyp! The best / highlight of this year. 1 month in NYP - Blk S Level 4 one of the labs. The random popping of feli/ken/gladys doing the break sign or toilet sign. The time tiMoMo hit my head so hard that i cried! ( i still remember) The Not-More-Than-5-Times visit by our supervisor. We were basically left alone. The other peeps that slowly joined our lab such as jian ming ( oh..he was already there) then tiffany and gang and then gabriel. The slacking and crapping in the lab together till our 1 month was up and off we were to Beijing.

The gathering at the aiport, the queuing up to check in. the final good byes to our loved ones, the crying at the gate together, the boarding of the plane, the horrible flight and then its Beijing. The first 5 degree temperature exposure. The first scared on the roads. The first bus ride to the school. The first time entering our rooms, the first ever china meal we had. The first visit to the supermart near our school with everyone freezing together in the 5 degree temperature.The first night in Beijing. AND THEN THE FUN BEGAN~! it lasted for 2 months. All the staying up late, all the CS-ing in the lab. All the fun outings we had. All the retarded acts with kenken, all the nice places we've been too. All the bondings and friends made.All the waking up 5 mins before time to go to the lab. All the borrowing of iron and hangers and whatsoever. And then it all ended after 2 months.

And then with barely 3 days of rest, we started our horrible irritating IAP. It would have been better without some people in the co. *haha* the 3 months of torture. The 3 months of waking up at 6.05am and then boarding bus 963 bye 6.52am. The hope of getting and keeping a lookout for a seat on the long bus journey. The horrible "gooooooooooooooooooooooooood Morning" i have to hear everyday by someone.The horrible amount of task given by some evil witch each day. The countdown to lunch hour and knock off time with serene everyday. The things i have to tolerate from other people of the co. And then it all ended.

Then came the initial 2 month holiday in mid august. Our First since Dec 2006. wanted to work initially but then the slacking made me lazy. so i thought i'll rest. since the rest of my life i'll be working away. *haha* After one month of holiday-ing came the shocking news that our holidays was cut down by 1 week. Damn. Spoilt the rest of the holiday. It ended all too quickly.

Then the new and final school term started. New class new teachers. And start of the MEANIE projects from the first week onwards. the forthnightly reports and presentations. The resumes and presentations. The lab tests and common test. The staying back to do projects. *ARGH*. then our final term break came after the end of our IT3847 CT paper. wasn't really a break. we had to start on projects after one day of rest. Soon the 3 weeks of holiday boils down to today. MY SECOND LAST ~~DAY~~ hour of my final term break.

The worst is, i'm spending my new years eve and first min of new year alone. Everyone has abandoned me. *haha* i'll probably countdown with the ka zua's and lizards later on.

The point is, 2007 have been a year of great experience. I've learnt many things in just a year. How to live without my family overseas. Real time work experience - the ugly things that go on in a company. Like my horoscope predicted, it wasn't a great financial year for me. The beijing trip, the things that spoilt and everything. And my virgin experience at getting cheated online. I'll never forget that.

I wished 2007 didn't have to end

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2007-12-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 12월 26일 / 수 -

Christmas is over..Boxing day was horrible this year. First time in my entire life i went to sch to do project on Boxing Day.

The past week was a time to grow fat. cause its eating eating and more eating. BEHOLD!

22 December 2007

It was 豆乳鍋 day! went to ntuc to get the food stuff for the nabe. Unleashed Jiahui's aunty side! *haha* We were on a tight budget too.. so not much stuff. But still, we managed to ate our fill... and the soup was really really good!

The nicely spread table..

We had lots of veggie~~~~~~~~~~~~

Some fishy and Shitake Balls~~~~

And some prawny and meat for our nabe!!

The soup base and jappo "tang hoon" bought from medi-ya.

We couldn't wait to start~~

Then tra~la~la! The feast began!!!!!

We made Stacey's Sis and Brother-in-Law happy as well! *haha*

After the meal, we just sat around gossiping,surfing the net; stacey was showing us lots of "interesting" pics. *haha* then jiahui taught stacey's sis how to french plait from 10.30pm to early 12am. It ended with a lift home for me and jiahui while they continued on to mustafa for shopping. YIKES~

25 December 2007

ITS CHRISTMAS DAY! Though the ~~shit~~ lump of projects are keeping ~~our~~ my mind distracted, i didn't want to destroy Christmas! NEVER EVER! WE ordered Sushi from Sakae Sushi. 56 pcs. Started the day with church. Met jiahui after church then my mum gave us a lift to bpp where we met up with stacey to collect our Sushi. We were tormenting Jia Hui. Cause that idiot was going to pang seh us in the evening for her other friends when we booked her first. (FYI: we met up at ard 3 plus) Anyway Anyway Anyway....just view the pics! =)

The pretty christmas tree at church. I snuck out to take this pic! Santa will forgive me! =)

The 56 pcs SUSHI SET!

This was after 15 mins. When we were all still barely filled.

Thats MANGO. not prickles. 超うまえ！

That's the red plate salmon. The taste fantastic. The salmon melts in your mouth together with the mayo!

This was after 25 ~ 30 Mins. Obviously slowing down.

I just realised - my nose from the left side view looks like some retard failure plastic surgery or something.

We loved our presents. Though i haven't actually given them theirs yet. My presents will take some time.. cause i have in mind some stuff i wanna import for them. *hehe*

I SHOULDN"T HAVE CHANGED OUT SO QUICKLY! they ruined the pictures. *haha

Jiahui left after 6 plus. Leaving me and stacey to rot on my bed. watching tv and talking nonsense and crap till 11pm ++ when stacey finally left. My mood by then was already at the all time low - just at the thought that i'll be spending boxing day in sch facing the bloodly laptop.

My mood was further diminished today after my day in sch ended with a headache. But i persisted in going to bugis - JCS to register for JAP ADVANCE-I classes! WOOTS.Scored 80% on the dot for the final exam. Luck can be very useful at times. *winks*

After dinner with stacey at bpp, on the way home i felt like vomitting. And then i started feeling warm. Sigh~ School is so inhumane. This is the first time i'm spending my year end holidays like this.

Its more project-ing tomorrow.

Sigh~ when will this ever end?

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2007-12-20T23:25:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 12월 20일 / 목 -

MY DREAM PHONE HAS FINALLY LANDED ON OUR TINY PLANET- SINGAPORE!

SAMSUNG F330

Been aiming this phone as a possible phone since Anyband Commercial.

I love Samsung/Anycall related phones. Start bringing nicer phones already!

I'll be back another time to blog more on my stay at feli-li's house. In the meantime,I need to hibernate for awhile to make up for the time in feli's house. *haha*

AND AND...BTW , lorri isn't so scary anymore! =) *haha*

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2007-12-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 12월 15일 / 토 -

My very last day of freedom before my parents come back from taiwan. nope...actually freedom ended already.. cause my brother came back already. disturbed me from my sleep this afternoon. keep coming into my room and talk talk talk. but anyway..he is forgiven for giving me the chivas he kop-ed from his friend's party.

Anyway, i mentioned earlier that a few evil forces crashed my house. here are a few pics of some of the stuff those days.

INVASION - DAY 1

the kimchi soup me,feli and ken2 made on the first day. Quite sucessful. but would have been better if we didn't make too much. in the end couldn't finish and i had to finish it at night. *haha*

INVASION - DAY 2

this is the mushroom i made to look like bread. *haha*

spaghetti sauce.. apparently this wasnt enough. ken2 and i went downstairs to shell to see if they had. they didn't. so we thought we could venture further to esso's cheers/fairprice. they didn't have it too. so we thought...since we walked that far, we should get the sauce so we continued on to bukit panjang plaza. alot of crap on the way. *haha* and i think kenny knows how to walk from my house to plaza already. WOOTS.

the final product of all the food we made. we had a blast. but all i could really remember was that i almost didn't have any more internet. *LOL* and that feli liked to blame me for any crappy stuff. *GRRRH* *haha*

there were alot more "happenings" and "episodes" of the 2 days. i won't elaborate... it'll be too long. but anyway, at least i had company for 2 days.

which brings me back to today, my last day of freedom. in about another 16 hours my parents will be back. And i'll be ~~wasting~~ spending my last few hours of freedom having our long awaited treat from jiahui. i hope the ramen shop isn't crowded. *HAHA*

Lastly ~ Lastly... what do we do on cold days like today??? all we need is just a nice cute lil blankie to keep ourselves warm.

of course.. the blankie as to be on a *ahem* cute person to be cute itself. *haha*

toots -------- of to sparse in front of my tv. my new concert dvd arrived today! =)

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2007-12-14T02:04:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 12월 14일 / 금 -

A few EVIL FORCES crashed my house for the past two days.

My room was raped. My kitchen was torn apart.

And my prawn crackers spent a terrifying night out alone in the living room hidden behind a pillow.

All thanks to the EVIL FORCE!

ha ha ha

my freedom ends on sunday - bah!

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2007-12-02T02:12:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 12월 02일 / 일 -

THE LEGEND OF LUP CHONG & ARMPIT!

LUP CHONG

ARMPIT

- COMING SOON -

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2007-11-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 11월 19일 / 월 -

I hate school.

I hate morning lectures.

I hate jap tests.

I hate projects.

I'm hating this saturday.

Can't think of anything to blog. Just that life has been of the same cycle.

wake up -> bathe-> school -> class -> break -> eat -> project -> back to class -> sch ends -> project ->home -> eat -> bathe -> com/ tv -> sleep.

Endless loop.Unlike other computer programmes...there isn't a "Exit()" .... guess it only ends when we die.

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2007-11-10T22:25:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 11월 10일 / 토 -

To prevent my blog from dying ~~~~~ and to let you all know i'm still fine and alive, not dead in the barnyard or antyhing!~ ^^

been busy the past week / weeks with all the tremendous amount of surprise presentations, reports and normal presentations. NO matter what i do, be it finishing my work on time or way before time, i still have to feel the "stress" of the projects we have.

Whoever said last sem would be easy should be shot dead. i bet those people are big slackers.

i don't even feel like coming online or switching on my computer anymore. for it means i have to do my work. GRRRH~~~~~~~~~~~

jap exam starting tomorrow with oral first. then grammar paper on tuesday which i really have no confidence unlike last year. i'll have to cram like shit tomorrow onwards. though i've already started studying today. but still, it was more of highlighting notes. *haha* ............listening/dictation/kanji test on thursday followed by compo the following week. sigh ~~~~~~~~ I NEED A MIRACLE TO PASS!

these stress reduction methods don't work at all... BOO! nothing does ~~ for now.

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2007-10-23T11:37:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 10월 23일 / 화 -

Third week of school.

Breaks are meant for resting.

but now its for completing projects.

i'm tired, i'm lazy, i wanna go home.

the stupid stomachache that doesn't seem to go away ~~~.

the ELP is such a boring place to be in.

Uweeeeee.. one more point and i'm done with my report....

gimme a charcoal pill now!

RAAAAAH

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2007-10-12T23:33:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 10월 12일 / 금 -

School Started 1 week earlier.

School modules are ZZzzZZZZ

KOUFU is not open...

Neither is south canteen's yong tau foo...

Things are not going my way....

Where has all my luck gone to?

Whenever my hopes are awaken...

Someone has to dampen them...

WHY?

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2007-10-01T02:24:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 10월 01일 / 월 -

..........................................BAAAH..................................

!@#$%^$#@!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!!@#$%^&*^%$#@!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!!@#$%^&

depressing year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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2007-09-27T14:58:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 9월 27일 / 목 -

AHAHAHAHA... my computer is spoilt again. 6 beeps? keyboard chip? motherboard? probably going to wait until sat. if it's still unable to boot. then off to repair shop.

kinda relaxed this time...cause it seems so expected. anyway...thats what all of us are waiting for.... for it to finally konk off and move on to a better computer! =)

i think i forgot to back up some mp3's and videos...but hack! =)!!!!!!!!!

holidays end on the 7th of October. how have yours been?

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2007-09-17T23:24:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 9월 17일 / 월 / 月 -

beware of ultra long post ahead...and lots of spazzing there after

16 September 2007 - Waseda Shibuya Senior High School Matsuri

As per last year, Waseda held its 17th Matsuri Festival. Started from 9.30am to 4.30pm. And as per last year, i went again.. in the hope for finding hot jap guys...*LOL* of course not!!! We went there for the sake of having fun.

Started with Orientation around the school premises because we missed it last year. Nothing much, because they school was pretty small and the facilities were pretty obvious what they were. and also.. to they 2 jap guys who tried their best in english to explain. 申し兼ねございませんでした。

AS usual, we looked around.. queued for the haunted masion and the festival games area. Haunted Mansion area, thought it'll be better this year with no more people slowing down because they were scared. NOPE... we had another person this year. Our lovely Jia Hui! *haha* We were moving very slowly and stopped several times inside. And i got pushed by the "ghost" again to hurry up because of that. *haha* baaah!

We missed the butai (drama) because there was a limit to how many people each time and by the time we went to queue it was already the last show time. *baahh* it was hana yori dango this year! BOO!

After that we left the school... had dinner. Jiahui's a monster. she now eats more than both me and stacey. We talked crapped and bullied the hell outta Jiahui. Its always fun being with them! =)

More pictures of Waseda ..... and ...............

I initally didn't want to post the above picture because of my fat body and ugly face and hair.. i was still recovering from another sudden pimple break out on my right cheek whilst the rest were still recovering.. but it'll be weird if i only posted pics of them. .

I need a hair cut... haven't had one since before leaving for china.... i was thinking of getting bangs... should i ??

17 September 2007

PARIS - THE CITY / COUNTRY OF ROMANCE. But for the past few days since 14 September, it became the city of hot asian guys. Well..maybe not hot lar.. but flashy...! *haha* Our boys crashed Paris for some photoshoot.. causing some fans there to go on a frenzy they've never experienced before. But kudos to peeps in paris.. our boys were given alot of space and respect as compared to that in asian countries.

See.. i told you!!!HOW can you not expect anyone to not look. FLASHY! and hawt! =P

They'll never be able to do this in asia... *haha*

they'll still be surrounded by fans... even in paris.. where everyone speaks french/spanish or whatever other than korean and jap

FLASHY FLASHY FLASHY

NO WONDER YOU HAD TO WITHDRAW MONEY. LV + ESPIRIT.. i don't want to imagine the rest

Didn't do much today. as usual *haha* my sore eye came back again. Possibly from all the spazzing at really hot pics!! and the jap guys ytd. *haha* NAH ~ I even helped my mum mark her papers?!?!?!? She should start paying me... sheeeeeessh~ Other then that.. my life has been pretty much......calm! =)

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2007-09-13T23:11:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 9월 13일 / 목 -

Like i've said, i've been video-ing the past nearly 1 month of our vacation.
Here's a brief summary of what i've already finished watching. Though i might have left out some cause i've watched quite alot to remember. And they arenot counting those that are still currently on going dramas. Most of the on going dramas will be wrapping up next week, so i'll post them up then. for now.............these are the few that i can remember.

VACATION MOVIE / DRAMA / ANIME MARATHON PART 1

Nodame Cantabile Live Action

Excellent drama... everyone go watch..funny and nice! =) the music is good too! And Chiaki Sempai is <3 .

Based on the hit comic book by Tomoko Ninomiya, this is a fun-filled quirky romantic story of two very opposite people.

Megumi Noda, or “Nodame” is a piano student at Momogaoka College of Music. An extremely talented pianist who wants to be a kindergarten teacher, she prefers playing by ear rather than reading the music score. She is messy and disorganized, takes baths several days apart and loves to eat, sometimes stealing her friend’s lunchbox when it is filled with delicacies.

Shinichi Chiaki, is Momogaoka’s top student. Born into a musical family, he is talented in piano and violin and has secret ambitions to become a conductor. An arrogant multi-lingual perfectionist who once lived abroad in the music capitals of the world as a young boy, he feels mired in Japan because of a childhood phobia.

They meet by accident. Nodame quickly falls in love, but it takes much longer for Chiaki to even begin to appreciate Nodame’s unusual qualities. Their relationship causes them both to develop and grow. Because of Nodame, Chiaki transfers into the Conductor Division, leads a student orchestra and begins to have a broader appreciation of people's musical abilities. Because of Chiaki, Nodame faces her fears and enters a piano competition. Opportunities open up as both begin taking risks, stretching themselves far more than they ever thought possible.

Orange Days

Not bad.... should watch too! initially didn't want to watch it cause the cuter guy wasn't the lead! =X but still watched it. quite nice actually.

Kai Yuuki (Satoshi Tsumabuki) is in his senior year at university studying social welfare psychology. At present, he is in the middle of job-hunting season. He is finding it difficult with no job offers so far. One day, he meets a girl who is playing violin in the campus. She is Sae Hagio (Kou Shibasaki). In marked contrast to her beautiful tone and attractive looks, her personality is somewhat impertinent. And to top it off, she communicates through very vulgar sign language. Four years ago, she lost the most important thing for a violinist - her hearing. As a result Sae closed off her inner self from the outside world. Kai finds himself on a date with Sae, in place of his best friend. Unexpectedly, he comes into contact with Sae's private side. Love, job-hunting, friendship... Setting a campus in spring as a dorama`s backdrop, it's the start of a glittering youth drama. --TBS

Hana Yori Dango I / Hana Yori Dango II

Jap version of Meteor Garden. Prefer this to taiwan version.Watched before...re-watched it again because i missed Hanazawa Rui alot! LOL. what the story is about, everyone should know so no need for sypnosis.

Hanayome To Papa 花嫁とパパ

Also, didn't plan to watch this, happened to see this on crunchyroll then started watching, found it not bad. maybe around 6.5 to 7 / 10 ???

shihara plays a new 20-year-old OL working in the apparel company of her dreams. Her father, played by Tokito, loves his daughter excessively to the point that he compels her to follow his house rules: 7:00pm curfew, no socialising with the opposite sex. Nevertheless, she falls in love with her colleague, played by Taguchi, and marries him.

Detective Conan Live Action

Oguri Shun is in it that's why i watched it. =P

This tanpatsu celebrates the tenth year of this popular Japanese anime, originally a manga created by Aoyama Gosho. The story takes place when Shinichi was still a high school student. The talented young detective Kudo Shinichi receives a message: "I will kidnap one of your classmates during your class trip." Shinichi is going to find out the truth.

Full Metal Panic / Full Metal Fumoffu / Full Metal Panic: The Second Raid (TSR)

Watched Full Metal Panic and Fumoffu before but only watched one or two of TSR ... so i continued watching. 最高! I wonder why i didn't finish watching it last time. *stupid me* Its a damn funny and quite action packed anime.

Full Metal Panic!, the animated series follows the events and relationships surrounding Sousuke Sagara, a professional soldier of a covert, international, anti-terrorist mercenary group named Mithril, and Kaname Chidori, a spirited, Japanese high school student that unbeknownst to her, is more than she seems.

Due to his Japanese heritage and young age, Sgt. Sousuke Sagara is selected to go undercover as a transfer student and secretly remain Kaname's undetected bodyguard. With orders only to protect her from abduction by an unknown hostile force, neither Sousuke nor his two fellow Mithril soldiers assigned to the mission - Sgt. Kurz Weber and Sgt. Major Melissa Mao - are told any further details except to remain undetected and avoid drawing attention to their charge.

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No worries, i haven't been all slacking around at home. I've gone out several times ok. I went out yesterday! SEE! =) And i've been pretty much cooped up catching up on videos i've missed out and stuff during that horrible period. so its not a lost. no work = no money. not true. stay @ home = save money. cause of that, i've been able to save up a sum of money to blow on dvds and such. so its not that bad either. Big Smiles. I'll be back to blog on ytd's outing.

And yes, i'm looking forward to waseda shibuya high school festival! ^^

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2007-09-06T17:48:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 9월 6일 / 목 -

I'm still alive.. in case all of you were wondering...

As strange as it seems, i blog often when i'm busy but not so when i'm free.

Been spending my time catching movies like evan almighty, ratatouille. spending my time catching up on lots of drama i missed while being busy last time. (i'll blog on them one day) spending time with my mum. its sch holidays, my dad went on holiday and just came back only ytd whilst my bro is away in taiwan so yep. I'll filial ok.

And i keep getting sore eyes everyday. if its not the left on this day then its the right on the other. if not.. its my third eye. *NAWT* =P So i'm pretty much locked up at home because of it.

Maybe i should stop spazzing in front of the computer?

Jap shows are so making me into jap again. まずいしょう！

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2007-08-30T23:48:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 8월 30일 / 목 -

He's only been gone for one day....

but i miss my brother!

eventhough he only comes back on the weekends. but at least the house didn't feel so empty.

no one to go down 7-11 to get drinks or stuff for me for 1 month! *pouts*

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2007-08-22T23:47:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 8월 22일 / 수 -

HI! I'm back from my trip to kabu yanky doodles moder land. =) Its funny how we always find time to blog when we're busy but don't when we're free. I guess the sudden freedom made me mad? *hehex*

Sheesh. i don't even know what to blog about. except for a nice sleep on saturday, i've been pretty much up and about these days. Suddenly lost all motivation to work. Last holiday.. who knows i may work until i die. hmmm.

Last day of work, i don't wanna mention about it. Some depressing things happened. got me and serene damn worked up. but its over already. Over and done with it. 12 weeks of mental torture has left me scarred. i hate her.

I love my grandma. she asked me to go over to their place today. made soon kueh. asked me to eat and bring back. they even fetched me home. though felt awkward. but i lub them and they lub me too! =)

AND BTW. I MADE KIMCHI JIGAE(chigae) today! Claps Claps. It Tasted Nice Ok. Not Bad For The First Time. Presenting my Kimchi Jigae.

Haha... i have potential. =) grins.

Any recommendations. What should i cook? any suggestions how i should spend my time? DROP ME AN EMAIL! or leave a tag at my board. Theme of holiday - "Learn something new"

spazzing right now.

I can't help it... but our yunnie is sooo hawt. but no.. i ain't going to buy september S mag. shan't allow myself to be cheated by lsm! =)

How was your weekend? I hope you guys had fun.

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2007-08-15T09:42:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 8월 15일 / 수 -

2 more days of IAP left till the last day - 17 August 2007. Looking forward to it. Life has been kinda stale this week. lots of things happened. i'll blog about my birthday soon.. so please anticipate. *haha* i've already uploaded the pics to my computer stacey...soo stop saying i always lazy slowly upload. is you neh come get from me dear.

Some horrible things happened. got cheated by some chinese seller of my money buying stuff i was made to believe was original but isn't. vast difference in seller's attitude before and after receiving stuff. she was damn sarcastic on monday night making me boiling mad till i couldn't sleep. Ok, so my chinese isn't very good so i can't get straight to the point or fight back. i was trying to be nice in avoiding telling her straight that her stuff is fake. its obvious her stuff was fake but she was going "why is it that my goods must be the one that has problems, it can be theirs that has problems." "i already explained everything, and you understood thats why you bought" this point i haven't directly said her stuff was fake. she said they were original just that she imported to many and that the post office peeps asked her to get rid of the "extra" materials such as the tag, the label, the packaging. I had lots of suspicions. i asked her about every suspicion i had. she explained nicely,patiently. a big difference from her attitude on monday which was so sarcastic and everything.

her stuff were obviously fake. from the moment i opened it, and touched it - it felt so fake. i still didn't tell her directly they were fakes, i just asked her nicely for a refund, i'll handle postage fees and everything. but again in her ever so sarcastic way refused refund. one of the reasons being she won't refund based on buyer's suspicion on goods.

The day before i received the goods, i saw someone outside wearing one of the shirts i had ordered. stacey and jia hui was there. i even pointed out to stacey asking her to see and even told her to see. the girl who was wearing it. was,(sorry to say) fatter than me. but not that extremely fat, just fatter than me. it was quite tight fitting on her already. so i thought - ok, if i were to wear it,it would be just fitting or alittle loose only. but when i received the goods, apart from the forced prints on the shirt, the size was not right. it was quite loose infact. although before agreeing to buy i had raised my suspicions of the size of the shirt cause the size she stated was different from that from the original stated size. she explained that from careful and detailed measurements of the actual shirt, there was a slight difference. it was quite logical, cause such things happen. and i believed. but after seeing someone wear it for myself, it was totally wrong.

so i based my refunds on this suspicion along with the coloring and quality of the shirt. yes, she explained about the color before saying that camera makes the photos brighter and usually people make photos look brighter to sell goods. true, shops do that. photoshop everywhere. I believed her since she was so patient and kind.

she refused and got even more sarcastic saying "i don't know that person you saw how would i know." "you might instead send back fake goods (she meant hers was original and that i wanted to get back money so i send back fake ones)" "continue suspecting then until the clothes rot, i can't fly to singapore to check" "i'm also very serious talking to you, if not i'll just close msn and ignore your nonsence"

OK fine, i couldn't fight back. everyone knows my chinese is of what standard. she asked if i had anything else,if not she'll go offline. i didn't so i asked her to go. Obviously, i couldn't let this go like this. its so obvious hers was a fake but she still could insist that there was nothing wrong with hers and its others that was fake so outrageously. so i got someone i knew, who also bought the t-shirts,original ones of course to take a close up photo of her t-shirts. i took close up pictures of the goods i've received and they are definitely proven to be fake. AND NOW I HAVE ABSOLUTE PROOF that hers are fake. i've already posted up my problem up on many chinese forums of those supporting dbsk. and they all agree and asked me do a complain on the china auction site to get back my money.

but i've decided to personally private message her later to settle this ourselves first. if she doesn't, then i'll official lodge a complain against her. it doesn't matter if i lose the case then, cause i would have done her enough damage to force her business to go down.

Never enrage someone like me or ever use the name or goods of dbsk to cheat any of us. you'll have no good ending. just like the non taiwanese fans trying to make money buy selling the concert tickets at an outrageous price.

prepare to receive my private message later - BITCH!

the only thing making me happy now - iap is ending. Yipee yabadoodle yayers!

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2007-08-10T10:04:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 8월 10일 / 금 -

IAP is ending next week but my life still seems kidna depressing admist all the excitement. *sigh* taiwan trip seems 50-50. it all depends on the tickets. if i'll be able to get those i want. then i'll think of going. hate the way non genuine people are making use of this chance to make money! if i can't get it at a price i want then i'll prob wait for the malaysia one. *hehe*

everything seems ok in the office?? i suppose. i don't know. mood has been down since the previous incident. no wait.. it has always been down but anyway..other than for monday!! when diamond came to me saying people feedback that we- the IA studentS (or maybe me) abit bo chap because of the way we answer them using- "i don't know" . and then she went on to give an example-"where is our desktop" . I'm sensitive to that word already. hearing the word "desktop" i knew it must have been the @#$% who gave me attitude last week. so that feedback must have been for me?? FYI : i didn't use " i dont know" .. i instead said" i'm not sure, i can help you check if you want". i said exactly what diamond quoted we should say. I said that alright! wth! it just seems so unfair. what you expect me to do. since i really don't know anything. i'm just an ia student here, you don't expect them to tell me every single darn transaction every single contract every single darn thing thats going on in here. major bah!!!

and then on wednesday and today again. because A didn't receive email possibly because it was identified as possible spam and left in the mail server. and because of that the person in charge come find me and keep asking if i've been checking the mail sweeper. i've always been checking lar... as instructed. And his instructions are so conflicting - "don't anyhow release....don't anyhow delete...filter out and delete....if pass too many days already don't release" its really hard to do a job you expect with such instructions. just because A (superior) comes down on you for a email he didn't receive that was eventually deleted by the server then come find us. We've been doing a proper job. instead of leaving this "HUGE" reponsibility all to ourselves..shouldnt you been checking it like say maybe once a week while we do it daily. I mean.. since you don't trust us with all the " don't anyhow delete..don't anyhow release" shit... then don't depend on us 100%. we can help you 80%. put in that 20% lar. don't come "push" it to us when things go wrong! second major bah!

other than all of the above. life does seem ok. other that the fact my external usb wireless card seems spoilt together with a spoilt computer and a spoilt tv. *HAHA*
thinking of getting a new usb wireless card before i reformat my computer. cause i can't recall where i left the installation cd for my internal linksy wireless card. *hehe* is DLINK good? anyone? *lol*

5 more days of torture. I'll pull through!

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2007-08-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

JUST FOR STACEY TAN! LUBJOO

a really really cute birthday song!

stop my playlist and play this song

2007-08-01T21:33:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 8월 1일 / 수 -

OmG.... babies~~~~~~~~~~ i'm so proud of you guys!!!!!!!!

congrats for all the hardwork you've put in. definitely deserved it. finally made a mark in japan! =) so proud of em! =)=)=)=)=) From not being able to speak a single word of japanese to speaking so fluently now. From short hair to long hair or from long hair to short hair , from black hair to all sorts of color. that was the time you guys took to finally reach this place. from injuries to being hospitalised, the amt of work you guys put in through this 2 years since your debut in japan. for leaving your homeland to a foreign place with no friends, for leaving behind korea for the past 8 months. for the sacrifice you made to see this result, it has finally happened. これからも一緒にがんばりましょう！

ITS OUR FINAL 2 WEEKS AND 2 DAYS OF IAP! WOOTS. CHERRIOS. SAYONARA. ANNYONG!!! *haha*

But what a way to finish up my IAP... with a nasty morning today. Someone... from another department of my company; shan't say who, came to my area this morning and said "where is the desktop? why is it not ready."since she said it was desktop so i presumed it was the one that came yesterday. so i calmly replied "i told someone about it yesterday already.the desktops just came yesterday so maybe didn't have the time to set it up". i was calm. i was smiling. then she said "i told you all yesterday already why is it not done yet." fyi, she only asked me yesterday where was the set meant for the new-comer. i said i wasn't too sure,maybe someone will come do it later. So back to today. i din't reply her, she went on ~ "i want mis to send someone NOW to come set up the desktop NOW. i want a desktop and an email account set up NOW"

She raised her voice i think everyone could hear.

HELLO! i'm just an intern. i'm not even a permanent staff. i sign a part-timers timesheet. And eventhough i'm just an intern, it was not right to treat me like this. yesterday when she came to check she even asked me "can you clean up this place" I felt like i was being treated like a maid from her tone. so anyway, i followed her wishes and called up someone and told him what she told me. he was quite flustrated by it as well and somehow it went up to our department's boss. our boss asked serene " can you call bern and ask her what is the name of that person who talked to her like that" *haha* clearly not happy. anyway..they said if anyone talked to us like that again...tell them. tell won't allow us to get bullied. *HAH* we ain weak interns ok! LOL.

IT WASN'T EVEN A DESKTOP BUT A NOTEBOOK. beeotch!

anyway.. the day was made better when some people were not around. felt so peaceful. for once no more headache. finally. i shall hope for a good day tomorrow as well! =)

ANYWAY.. before the day ends.. i just wanna say.

HAPPY ADV. BIRTHDAY MY DEAR PEY PEY! (stacey)

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2007-07-30T11:20:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 7월 30일 / 월 -

my supervisor made me feel stupid just now. now my mood for the day is ruined. its not like i didnt know how to do. its just that the terms he used were not familiar to me. i felt so stupid infront of someone else. *bah*

Jap term test this coming sunday. i only knew ytd. double *bahs* i missed 8 lessons while i was in beijing lah. probably fail. *shoots*

taiwan trip may be impossible. *triple bahs* cause concert tickets are going on sale this coming sunday and alot of things are not confirmed yet. if i try to get the tickets then can't go...then can't sale the tickets either...double sad. so yeah. sigh. no point going if i cant get good tickets. imagine if i pay so much to go there and end up having to see the screen. might as well don't right?

this year is so not my year. baaaaah ~~~~~~~~~~

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2007-07-27T14:01:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 7월 27일 / 금 -

Before i start my rantings... just want to give a big shoutout to FELICIA LIOW PEI JUN

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY

I know i was the first to wish you happy birthday. Lubjoo!~~~

KABU : HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! how's bubu btw. *haha*

anyway.. its FRIDAY again! double YAYers... weekends are here again. the end of work today marks another 3 weeks left of IAP only! 14 more days of IAP left.WOOTS. Someone(XXX)is upset. because XXX tore the jacket just now. *haha* cheer up. it might be possible to patch it up! lol. I've already thought of my emo post by the tunnel. time to bring my camera soon.*haha*

don't know why. got this negative feeling that the taiwan trip might not work out. due to various reasons. alot of clashes and insecurities. hmmm. not being to find enough people is the biggest problem. i got a feeling i might end up going to KL instead. sad!

what to do.............

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2007-07-26T12:06:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 7월 26일 / 목 -

Yello Bellios.... emo emo emo...so many people emo-ing these days. *sigh*

one word of advice : SMILE IT OFF! =)))))))

BOOO..life is so boring.....wake up - go work - come home/church - eat -sleep - wake up. LOL.... tons of stuff to do but so little time. countdown ticket: 3 weeks and 1 day left. before this horrible shit ends. anticipating the sleepovers, the mad outings and the possible part time job to feed my taiwan trip. actually not anticipating the part time job lar. its actually an option for me.. to earn some extra shilings for myself. *haahaa*

Leos are just as indecisive.. i still am not decided on taiwan or KL. LOL. taiwan - expensive and troublesome but fun and exciting. KL - near and cheap but so un exciting. BAHHHHHHH~~~ someone wake me up! =(

This year really isn't a great year for my finances. =( . i'm starting to build a heavy debt to my parents. *sighs*

and last but not least.....

i hate work!

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2007-07-24T09:38:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 7월 24일 / 화 -

I wanted to keep my motive in going taiwan a secret. *haha* but its alright. neh mind. i'll share. Other then shopping in taiwan of course...there is also....

-”O” ASIA TOUR LIVE IN TAIPEI 2007 -
- Concert Dates: 5th & 6th Oct 2007
- Venue: Zhongshan Soccer Stadium

Seating Plan

tix types: SGD235 (standing A,B), SGD185 (standing C,D), SGD135 (arena A,B)

I AM GOING. ITS GOING TO HAPPEN! *lol*

sorry jia hui beloved. i have to go! =)

now i just need to get 2 more people to go with me and wanjun. anyone?? taiwan...shopping!! food. anyone? *haha*

Its so freaking cold today..raining.. and my nose is killing me again. *sad*

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2007-07-22T22:12:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 7월 22일 / 쿼 -

Its not fair.. the weekends come and go so quickly *POUTS* I hate having monday blues. especially the kind i've been experiencing for the past 2 months! *pouts X2*
Its ok. Another 4 more weeks / 19 more working days and i'll be freed. =)

Ok.. Quick updates of my weekend.

Friday - After work chiong-ed home. intention was to do household chores. But since i was home quite early. I popped by the gym. *WOOTS* solid 1 hour of exercise. Felt so good after that. i should make it a regular thing. train up for napfa.. so that at least i won't fail that badly. *haha* But i did do some household stuff after that. great day.. and a great 12 hour sleep to end the day! *SMILE*

Saturday - Nothing much to say.. woke up after a nice 12 hour sleep. *hehe* had brunch and then crunchyroll-ed the whole day. The drama was super sadden-ing. But i liked it. *haha* Harry potter releases today. *WOOTS* i try not to be tempted. XXX told me the ending. nice thanks arh! *haha*

Sunday - As usual - Jap class again. Yawn... spoil my sleep on sunday. But oh well... it'll be useful someday. *haha* maybe that day is coming soon. i don't know. *LOL* i couldn't resist the temptation, i got my harry potter book today. Now i need to find time to read it. great I also couldn't resist the temptation.. ordered August S Magazine. *haha* hmm...should i get W August issue? Becks is sooo HOT! *haha*

Anyone wants to go taiwan? *LOL*

ok... lets just hope that the next five days go by in 24 hours. =)

have a great week ahead peeps! =)

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2007-07-20T15:42:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 7월 20일 / 금 -

The bus today was alot more packed then usual. Strange. but nevertheless i got myself a seat *WHOOOPPPEEEE* it isn't anything like rui said about not getting seats and always been crowded. you just have to be smart. *haha* but evenings might be hard to get a seat if you leave late. *winks*

anyway.. ITS FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!! YAY! weekend comes tomorrow. i need lots of sleep. and i still need to send my computer for repair... poor baby is sick again. =( !!

my supervisor was talking alot of crap to me just now.. haha.. explaining in his point of view the answer to his question - why god made adam and eve when he could predict the future that he had to send his son to die for us. blah blah. And then later went on to explain how the earth was created. Earth was actually molten rocks. Earth's water was created byt the comets in the universe. Apparently the magnetic fields of jupiter and venus deflected the comets to earth. BTW. Comets are proven to have the same decomposition of water. Ok..back to the story. So that's how we got water. Ok..the moon...hmmmm....wait.. i forgot alittle..... was it a comet? for now lets say its a comet, it was deflected and it hit the earth while the earth was revolving so abt 1/3 of the earth was blown off..shattered...and those 1/3 derbis eventually collapsed into one piece giving us the moon.

Hmm..the explaination abt how earth was created is even more chim. lol. i shan't go into details. I'm enlightened today. Learnt new stuff. *haha* And then "D" came back....and started the "gossiping" session.. from yoga..to gays.. to lesbians.. WOW..nice.. and then finally tang zhe came back and then i could go for lunch. haha.

THAT was how i spent half of my day. i'm at the old office.. emails are currently unable to go out..reported the matter and waiting for it to be resolved. *haha*

yawn..lots of household chores to be done later. sad! ~~

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2007-07-19T14:58:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 7월 19일 / 목 -

I'm back at the old office... I'm back at the old officeeeeeeeeeeeee.. I'm(mmmmmmmmmmmmm) back at the old office. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Spend the whole day at the new office ytd. apparently needed "my" help urgently to do some work for them. if it were that "someone" (w.....) who asked me to do...hmm...think twice thrice and get really upset with it. but no... supervisor asked me to do.. so not so bad. (though i was still upset abt spending the whole day at the new office) Hate the mood there. feels so tensed 24/7. AND with some people giving you rubbish work to do. (namely "w") Haha.

but i think i did something more solid than for the past few days/weeks/ whatever. it doesn't matter cause rubbish work will always be rubbish work. It won't turn into something like kabu or anything. so yeah. -------------------- yeah

On a happier note, or rather to make myself happy - come tomorrow it'll be 4 more weeks left of IAP. YAY . finally going to come to an end? Soon it'll be no more waking up at 6am. bathing at 6.15am leaving my house at 6.45am and waiting for the bus that sometimes comes at 6.52am or 6.57am or if its full wait for the 7am or 7.03am. reaching the office at 7.45am or 7.50am or 8am. Haha..see, i can remember all the timings. and oh yes yes.....getting on the bus and hoping the 2 malay assumption students are sitting at their usual spots. LOL. nice

Sometimes it seemed long...sometimes it seems short , but 2 months is coming to an end. Sometimes it felt great , sometimes it felt like shit , but life still went on..... starting to feel emo.. Thanks to XXX (lol...familiar??)

Looking forward to

2nd August
9th August
11th August (grins)
17th August (YAYers)
TAIWAN

Suddenly life feels better ! =) =) =)

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2007-07-16T15:16:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 7월 16일 / 월 -

Yet again..the weekend has passed and a new week begins. We're into our 8th week of IAP. Another 4 weeks and 4days and it'll all end. seriously looking forward to the 58 days holidays! *winks* thinking of holidaying somewhere..prob taiwan. obviously having ulterior motives of going there...and only feli knows. *har har*

Curious to know? become my sotong mama first then. &hehex&

My tv just died on me...seriously...all of them don't love me anymore. and to think i treated them so well...constantly patting them on their "backs" . *haha* but i believe i'll get new ones. *grins*

another 2 + hours and this day would end... anyone wants to countdown with me?

btw... i caught harry potter already.. *winks* but....kiinda disappointing..oooh well!

Bah.. i'm dying soon... as soon as i start work..the on and off headaches are coming back... and i didn't bring my medication. *drats* i'm becoming like feli! *LOL*

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2007-07-14T23:42:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 7월 14일 / 토 -

Is my new blogskin that emo? *haha*

I was a good girl today...stayed at home..and rested my butt off. You Tube is a good way to pass time! *grins*

I ~~need~~ crave for retail therapy... find me somewhere nice to shop? Must be cheap though. *haha*

ユンニェ～

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2007-07-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 7월 13일 / 금 -

Changed.

Been suffering from tension headaches. got a new bulk of medicine.

Pimple Breakout

TIRED

LORD SAVE ME

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2007-07-09T16:12:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 7월 9일 / 월 -

I'm back.. back in this old office....trying to do some useful stuff outta this useful time. *winks* figuring out when should i go get my computer fixed. Hmmm...
its always spoilt. grh.

Anyway - SATURDAY. Had alot of fun at the BBQ. *haha* shopping for some of the food and drinks at white sands ntuc... then squeezing into adrian's car with the rest....then at the bbq. LOTSA FUN. i think i became a kid again...went cycling around the place. played on the swings... feli tried to kill me! =P. playing at the playground - getting my butt bua-ed on sand... climbing some spider web awfully high...jumping around like small kids with feli adrian ken2 and weiming (i seem veh extra) BAAAAH.... but neh mind... as long as i'm happy. =)

It was great to see everyone again... next BBQ at ECP ok? *ahaha*

Friday - Transformers !!! Bloodly effin good movie. Bumblebee's my husband. despite sitting in the second front row seat, it was all still worth it. had fun crapping ith stacey after that. Saw timothy nga. the CNA news anchor. don't know why...but his actions seemed gay to me...so were the friends around him. go speculate. LALA!

anyway.. i had fun.. but i'm worn out. =(

and broke! *yikes*

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2007-07-06T17:23:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 7월 6일 = 금 -

SHEESH.. MY COMPUTER DIED ON ME AGAIN!

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2007-07-04T09:00:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 7월 4일 / 수 -

THIS IS A BIG SHOUTOUT TO FELICIA LIOW PEI JUN~ I LUB YOU SO MUCH UNTIL YOU MIGHT WANNA RUN AWAY FROM ME!!

Haha..thanks for your Fujitsu Laptop that gave us hope on friday night. we should order somemore spicy drumlets to celebrate! *ahah*

yeeeeenieeeways, Serene is on MC again. so traaalalalaaaa... i'll be at the old office again today! - The Whole Day! Haha... trying to crack my ~~pea~~ proton brain to do the sharepoint thing for group legal. *grrrh* everything also want automatic when it seems to me it can only be manual. tough day ahead? i have to show them i'm doing something right. LOL.

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Does Eating Chocolate Cause Acne?

For those of you who use chocolate as a substitue for sex, you can breathe a sigh of relif. There if no evidence that acne is caused by chocolate. Acne is connected more to changing hormones than to food choices.

Links have also been made between stress and acne. Recently, a gorup of dermatologists set out to prove that this common belief was also a myth but they found the reverse.Their study of twenty-two college students found that emotional stress was directly linked to acne severity.

But back to the chocolate issue, the University of Pennsylvania and the U.S. Naval Academy both demonstrated that chocolate does not cause acne. At the University of Pennslvania, researchers fed subjects "chocolate" bares with no chocolate, while anothe group ate chocolate bars with nearly ten times as much chocolate as in a typical bar. Results of the experiment showed no significant difference in acne in either group. Other forbidden greasy foods like French fries, fried chicken, nachos, potato chips, and pork rinds probably don't cause dreaded zits either. So lighten up, kick back, and relax, and if that doesn't work go to McDonald's for a supersize fries and chocolate shake.

From "Why Do Man Have Nipples"

seee...they don't cause acne.. but why my face...i'm having too much emotional stress..LOL!

Before you go gulping down choc's and oily food, REMEMBER: THEY STILL MAKE YOU FAT! =) *winks*

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2007-07-03T12:43:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 7월 3일 / 화 -

hmmm.. really bored.sitting here @ the old office trying to keep awake. Serene is not here... SO.... i'll be at the old office the whole day! i hope? they might suddenly call me to go back and do some shit? haha. today's church day. so i'm not gonna...so not gonna OT today. =)

had a fun but horrible weekend..didn't really sleep well...

and now i'm still not sleeping well??? *hmmmm* dying soon maybe.feeling awful...!!

when is my pay coming? i'm broke. spent too much over the weekend, shopping is dangerous.. to my wallet. =(

they are my <3 !!! LoL. scanned using company's printer cause my home's one kinda now working. quality wise...hmm.. look at the black spot it created on my face.yeah.. i know i know.. it makes me look better cause it covers up my face!! bleahx. Lol!

I LOOK UGLY AND LIKE I'VE GROWN FATTER! *POUTS* =( =( =(

anyway anyway anyway... FYP PROJECT is finally over!!after 1 month of coming back from china finally passed up our fyp. woots. thanks to our tiMoMo who went to pass up ytd. like i've told you.. i lub you |---(^^)---| this much! LOL! OK lar.. tiMoMo is the smartie pie..while i'm the dummie pie. LoL...anywayx.. THANKS TIMOMO.. now i know you can't wait to deny my existence already! =P

05/03/2007 ~ 02/07/2007

currently 1336 GMT in the office... another 4 hours.. and i'm gone! *heh heh*

I'll be back.. when i've thought of more things to blog! chao!

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MY VIRGIN EXPERIENCE SITTING IN A STRANGER'S CAR ALONE TODAY! lol

this fella wanted to see the ~~witch~~ "you know who" to pass "you know who" some invoices or something. but as you know, our department moved to a different building. And being the only one here from that department in the old office, i had to bring him there. Its just a 10 min walk, but he didn't want to. He wanted to drive there. SO i went "erm.. ok... why don't you drive to PSA, i'll meet you there and bring you in" but somehow or another, it didn't seem like a good choice, so i had to take a ride in his car to bring him in. Its so against my principal. furthermore i didn't have my mobile with me. Good ole berlala has trust in everyone... but still........LOL.
My mum taught me not to talk to strangers, not to accept lollipops from them. *haha*

kinda reminds me of the time some stranger wanted to give me a lift when i was waiting at the bus stop. hmmmmm

its 1711 GMT now....awhile more.. i can do it!!

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2007-06-29T10:00:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 6월 29일 / 금 / 金曜-

As crazy as it seems.... it seems like the spice girls are back for a world tour slated to begin at the end of this year??

And to think that i used to be a fan of them...Lol...!!

again.. i'm alone at the old office.... before going to my prison cell #09-32 at the new office...Lol... like it heere in the old office.... alone....you don't have to keep pressing Ctrl+Space to keep your msn in lock. and you feel more focused in doing your work. serious..!*haha* i've been quite dilligent in doing the hourly checklist thingi.Serious.. i'm very serious. laugh out loud.

To be Honest, my IAP seems to be some cheap labour or something. i mean.. 21 buckeroos a day for a 9 hour type of job? I can earn more working part time outside lar. And they always say "its all for the experience" like hell we won't gain new experience should we work part time outside. Another excuse would be "you're not even a diploma graduate,don't have the certified skills yet" Like working at starbucks or giodano (which earns us more money) needs a diploma just for making coffee and folding clothes. Since they want to put it that way... for my uncertified skills and somewhat medicore pay, they can't have too much expectations on us right.
OF course we will put in our best efforts.

i dunno.. maybe i feel that i don't belong here... getting watched and tolerating for the sake of my grades. Maybe i don't belong here? or do the other IAs feel the same as i do?

I wonder?~

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currrently wasting 132345678913243456789976543223456789 seconds of my youth for just 21 dollars a day. LOL. currently @ the new office... alot of noise i must say compared to the old office... but i rather be alone...anytime...LOL. Had some training session for the new cisco phones.. but to simply how it was : waste of time...*haha* soome stuff weren't neccessary. the time could have been used to teach us what we really need to know? hmmmm...!!

anyway... another half and hour more.. .and i'm outta here for the weekend! (or maybe earlier*hehe*)

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2007-06-27T09:37:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 6월 27일 / 수 / 水曜日-

Again i'm alone at the old office. doing the morning shift over here..! Kinda thinking of suggesting to the folks that me and serene do full day over here. since we've got work to do together also. *hah*

Haven't been sleeping well lately. God knows why, but i keep tossing and turning before i eventually fall asleep. So that means even if i do go to bed early.. i end up sleeping late because i keep tossing and turning. Are there things bothering me? Doesn't seem like it though. hmmmm.

i don't know why.. but i think i'm destined to have friends that know some people.
its like this last time..and now again.. makes me wonder. how should i react?

anywayx.. numerology predicted that whatever decisions i make his year will well effect me for the next few years - i should make decisions carefully. i should start being bold, being more confident and go for my dreams. i guess?

あなたを知りたいです

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2007-06-26T13:49:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 6월 26일 = 화요일-

Current situtation : alone @ apbl- alexandra point- #12-01 - GMIS.

and i really mean alone....!! our department just moved to another building - com tech. so me and serene have to rotate around the 2 offices on a half day basis.

damn.... feli say my recent post are kinda emo.. hmmm... it's the hormones??

oh well.. we'll nvr know... go figure!

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2007-06-23T23:15:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 6월 23일 = 토요일-

feeling weird.... suddenly...

will meet them... someday.. somehow... somewhere.... near

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2007-06-23T17:26:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 6월 23일 = 토요일-

drifting away.... somehow.

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2007-06-22T23:23:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 6월 22일 (금요일)-

I'm back for more updates of my always boring life!!!!

Week 4 of IAP just ended a few hours ago. we were moving to a new office (our department - GMIS) so yeah... OT-ed to help out. Packing-throwing-destroying-shredding-disposing-errands-operation checklist-test line connectivity-mail sweeper. The list just goes on and on and on. I'm starting to feel alittle achy already. crap!
Stayed till about 9 ++ ? Great experience .. i suppose? had free pizza dinner and cab ride back, so no complains. I'm a very UNDERSTANDING person alright! =) BIG SMILE!

Moving on.... its only about 8 more weeks... or to make myself happier, about 39 more working IAP days left so yeah.. i'll try my best to be happy. (notice the word -be) My COUGH is still here.. but its not that bad anymore - i told you i need antibotics!!! the darn old fart doctor just won't see it.. maybbeeee he's angry with me for disturbing his meal times. yeah ~

Oh yeah.. i had fun with stac and jh darlings last friday. crapping and laughing out loud without any care to the attention we're getting from doing all the crazy stuff. but who cares... our age ends with a - TEEN . we took photos in the middle of the zebra crossing when there were no cars... i'll get the pics up soon ok.. so don't rush me for em stac dear!! lol

oh yes yes.... not forgetting

yuuuuniiiieeee is love - ♥ 사랑해 ♥~~~~~~~~~~ hawt! and he's mine! *winks* love his profile pic! =P

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2007-06-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 6월 23일 = 토요일-

suddenly feeling weird ~~~~~~~~~~~~

will meet them someday...somehow...

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2007-06-14T12:47:00.000+08:00

- wasting my youth -

Ok thats it. my 2 ~~fun~~ sickly days in the comfort of my home is over.... *sobx*

I can hear some evil monster ranting on the phone ~~now~~ ok.. its over..*haha* ..

shhhhhat~~ i'm so bored... i have nothing to do.. boss is not here..neither is oour supervisor..no wonder its soooo noisy in here. i saw someone wearing jeans. no fair.. i want to wear jeans too... *hmmmmmmmmmmm*

anyway... darlings came over ytd to look after the "sickly" me...*haha* cooked NICE porridge for me...they had something extra - durian. Poor me couldn't eat so i had to look at them eating. *agh* the agony. but neh mind... once i recover! *hax* we crapped... we bitched about people.. we watched deal or no deal and cursed that every box the person opened was the 250,000!!! we tried following "someone's" act cute pose and took pictures. *lol* fun day.. and they decided impromptu that they wanted to stay overnight. so yep. the good ole loving me gave up my room for them. the last time i checked this morning..its in a mess.. my pillow was on the floor and they didnt' switch off my internet. so it was on or like 24 ++++ hours! they are still at my place... i hoped they rmb to swtich off all the switches and lock the door.. i don't wanna go back to some burnt down or buglar-ed flat! *haha* but neh mind.. i still lub them. =)

so i'll probably post some pictures of the ~~yucky~~ yummy porridge when i get home later!!! - thats if i ever get back my house keys from them - LOL!

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2007-06-12T18:58:00.000+08:00

- 2007년 6월 12일 = 화요일- -

I'M SICK~~~~~~~~~ Officially on MC for 2 days!!

LuB you all !!! =) i'll get better. fred not!!!

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2007-06-02T23:21:00.000+08:00

- Updates-

SICK~ yes..... the usually strong ber ber is sick.. again! coughing my lungs out.... nose gasping for air through a blocked nose... tonsils hurting everytime i swallow or eat and breathless everytime even when i'm sitting. HOW GREAT!

But.... despite all these... its actually great.. to be sick now!!! cause i think i really need a real full day mc or anything. and now its the time my body is telling me it really needs a break. so probably tomorrow when they see me coughing that badly.. they might ask me to take a day's leave or something? * you see.. no one likes lurking viruses in the company* haZ!

anyways.. having monday blues now.. its 10pm + right now....dreading the fact that in awhile's time i have to drag myself to iron a few more clothes then call it a day.
I suddenly miss school alot. don't even know why i don't like iap yet. just don't get myself. its like i look forward to going back..then when its time to sleep.. i feel awful..because i would have to drag myself outta bed the next morning and drag myself somewhere so pressurizing.. i dunnoe. the feeling sucks. 3rd week starts tomorrow..then its another 9 more weeks.

and IAP isn't the only thing bothering me......*hmmm*

Guess i'll have to constantly countdown to make myself happier!!!!

ANOTHER 49 MORE WORKING DAYS~ then its bye bye IAP forever!

-i think i can do it-

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2007-05-31T16:46:00.000+08:00

Back in SG !

Hello Yello Bellos !!!! I'M BACK IN SINGAPORE BAAAAABEEEEE!!!! Alright.. i've been back a few days already...lol... but i've been really ~~busy~~ ....alright alright.. i'm lazy lar ok..so i didn't blog immediately..but i'm back now?? aren't i??

Anyway.. i saw S.H.E at beijing airport.. i noticed them first!! *hehe* hardly regonisable.. i guess that was their aim when they dressed up..but har! har! they ain't going to fool me! LoL!!! anyway i touched down at 1450 on the 25th May.. but then they couldn't get a parking lot for the plane.. so we were abit delayed until about 3.10 like that before we actually got off the plane? first reaction : ~~SINGAPORE I'M BACK~~ ...............nauuuut!!!! more of "HOT". Singapore was hotter then i left!! crap..... but anyways.. i'm back... and i have to get used to it.. again?

Anyways.. its already been almost a week since i'm back.... other then it being freaking hot.. i've stared my IAP. 3 months of IAP. after 3 days i'm already counting down to the end of my IAP. maybe its not the company but a problem with myself? but nevertheless...all of us (bitc 07 batch 1 ) peeps aren't enjoying IAP so far.....!!! 55 MORE WORKING DAYS / 80 MORE NORMAL DAYS till the end of my IAP. someone teach me the remedy to enjoying the next 2 months ++ ???

BEIJING!!!

Oh gosh how i miss beijing..!!! how i miss 东坝...东五环!!! how i miss xidan,wang fu jing and xiu shui jie...!!! how i miss room 313. how i miss knocking on room 314 everyday asking for iron from feli. how i miss late night movies @ room 213!! how i miss people coming and and outta my room.. either to kidnap kabu or to just laze around!!! how i miss all of us going to eat at either QUN SHEN or JIN BAI WAN !! how i miss acting retarded and doing lots of stupid stuff with my mei mei - kenny! how i miss the sausage and sandwhich at XIAO MAI BU!!! how i miss the 5 mins travelling time to our workplace - the lab. how i miss the guan li ren over there!! oh man..lots of memories.

Most importantly.. how much i miss everyone!! Gangster/Pia Kia Da-Ge , our cute lil puppies - pipagao ANDY(sushi), emo EUGENE(bento),antenna Yi WEI(hotatte), yiba yiba SAM(sashimi) and lil Jestyn(beep beep) .... stupid Kelvin, Cowboy Juju, Sotong Mama Feli, Ka Zua Gladys,Chubby Yee Kai,"SIU DOR" Timidthy,Nose Bleed Ivy,Daddy Justin,Crazy Alice and many many more..........

if it was just normal fyp in singapore i guessed the experience would just be ordinary.. but spending time with them for 2 months... seeing them constantly for 2 months.. relying on each other.. crapping with each other and looking after each other... the bond is already there!!! I thought i regretted signing up for this programme.. but not anymore. eventhough through this 2 mths or 60 days we got frustrated.. we got emo ...we got irritated.. but that brought us closer to each other!! And this will be an experience that i'll never forget...something that all of us won't forget. We nvr thought we'll be saying this.. but everyone's missing beijing and missing each other! So to batch 2 who are already there.. have fun!! just like we did!

Anyway... we're all back in singapore safely... so thats important. we're all going through our IAP now.. and i guess all of us ain't liking it ??? maybe yet?? maybe forever. dont know.

In case you guys were wondering.. i'm attached to Asia Pacific Breweries Ltd. The group that is in charge of tiger beer.. heineken...guiness and alot more around asia. Office at alexandra...office wear (i hate it) but i guess thats working life there? Definitely not my cup of tea... not liking IAP..not because its not a good company..(its good) but its just a problem with myself! so yea...i'll try to survive the next 2 mths ++ !! and then i'll be back!!! HEH HEH!!!!!

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2007-05-18T00:18:00.000+08:00

DAY 47 IN BITC

8 more days and it'll be home sweet home SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BAK KUT TEH..here i come!!!!!!!! kinda getting sick of the food here? guess eating it everyday kinda makes you sick of it?? but... i definitely won't get sick of bak kut teh or prawn mee or kaki tamago!!!

Kinda feel like going back...but i also don't feel like going back? Prob cause its quite fun without any parental control here? But i'm getting ~~sick~~ stressed out of helping in between and stuff..

I dunnoe.. feeling kinda rotten...physically and emotionally...i guess maybe going back and having a good night's sleep might be my antidote........!!!!!!!!!

I miss everything and everyone back home...!!!!!!!! =)

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